If you could see the pain in my heart
When laughter breaks the calm
Knowing I’m the brunt of the joke
For doing something wrong.
I jumble my words before they exit
My mind it clearly sees
Superiority in your eyes
Looking upon me like a flea
You have no idea, how hurt I am.
Because quietly I sit showing no pain.
The pain in my mind surges forward
My thoughts the pain does claim.
I only wish to be accepted
As another human being
Yet laughter crushes the man inside
I’m broken, torn, and bleeding.
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my fiction here: Can’t find it in my loggs now but here goes my memory:
The pain
sits heavy
at the bottom
of my heart
I move
with a very low
center of mass
stable
The pain
when I acknowledge it
rewards me
with sharpened senses
is that why
pain exists ?
are reasons
meaningful ?
I look for a pain
sometimes
to numb another one
it works
is that even
legal ?
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